6th grade.

omg. sixth grade was amazing, with the exception of drama. i hated sixth grade. everyday had at least one person crying, or one person fighting, or one person starting rumors. but, when i look at these photos.. i realized that ive made so many memories with the people who's leaving.. and the people who's not. i miss those memories where i laughed, jumped, screamed with them. it was all about laughter and having fun. its that moment where.. all the drama didn't exist.

btw, i got these pictures from the school website. :) if you want to see it bigger, then click on the photo. hehe. c: all these photos are taken by the best teachers ever! Mrs. dela Cruz, Mrs. Miranda, and Mr. Villaver! Miss you! http://stalselem.org

   aha, my times as a class representative in the Student Council 2011-2012. I've run for Secretary for Student Council 2012-2013, but, unfortunately, I lost to my best friend, Daniel. aha, its okay. he's very suited for the job as well as i am. :) aha, all student council pictures are taken by mrs. dela cruz!<3

bestie & i working on our Student Council banner. :) aha, why yes. i am a lefty.(: but, i do mostly everything with my right. on my right, i use scissors, i use the mouse, everything. some i use on my left.

here's her idea for the banner. c: cute, eh?

ASIAN POSE. ;D LOOOOL. my favorite picture!<3

i don't know who's this. lmfao. some 5th graders, probably.

aha, other class representatives! aha, theres daniel! aha, look how tiny he is. C: even though this was last year in 6th grade. lmfao. he's getting taller everyday tho! i bet he'll be my height this year during 7th grade. (:

last year's 8th graders. my vball girls!<3

LOL, Dom's face is PRICELESS. <3

aya and rhania. c: omg. miss these two! aha, look at aya(x

lol, sup, rhania. nice face. c;

secretary, treasurer, then representative! working on a sign, probably.

omg. these boys are so hilarious. i laugh til' i can't breathe because of them! aha, miss you! x

so, another great memory of mine. c: 

science! so, creds to our homeroom teacher, Mrs. Miranda. c: we're doing our science projects as a group assignment. we have to make a habitat of a biome, with its background, and animals, trees, and all sorts. aha, kinda frustrating, because people were being lazy to work and stuff like that. ugh.

aha, i've told you about my bestie, justin right? in my last post? hes the boy on the left. c: anyway, he's helping that group with some few adjustments and stuff. lol. i thnk they did tundra. or taiga.

Justin and his group! aha. theyre done here already. >_< before me. ugh.

Workin' on that project. lmfao.

aha. Hey, lookie! It's meeee! oh, ew. look how awkward i'm standing. .-. anyway, me workin' on the project. ugh, the rest of the members left me. ;~; lol, jk. they got lazy. ugh. asswipes.<3 LOL, i got a solo picture. ;D ugh, nvm. alex is there. ;~;

So, i'm guessing this is the pep rally. LOL, yeah. I think.. anyway. its catholic schools week, where its all about fun events. Pep rally is where the atheletes show the student body what they've got. Volleyball players and basketball players. We play music to boost up the excitement in the room. Basketball players played first. They shoot hoops and stuff. Boys and girl players. :D Next is volleyball players. We do a short game. A Team vs. B Team. aha, i forgot who won. I think A Team won. lmfao. idk. yaaay, my team won. c: ah, yes. i am in the A Team, i am a vball player. lool. read my bio.

6-2 class! <3

Here, some 8th graders come and teach us stuffffff. lol.

OH! THIS EVENT IS MY FAVORITE. Here, we have to wear clothes based on our race, which is optional. but, i wore a shirt with the philippines logo on it. hehe. PINOY PRIDE. C; anyway, we also have to perform a dance or song in our race.

they sang an american song. lol, idk.

they sang a spanish song. c:

Ah, look, my friend, me, and my other two friends. aha. name unclassified. lmfao. anyway, we sang "Paano Na Kaya". it was supposed to be me, and the girls on your right, but then the one in blue had to butt in last minute. ugh. she just wants to get all the spotlight, sing the loudest, and show off that she's the "best" singer. ugh, whatever. fuck off. k.

singing one of his own made up songs. lol.

we be singing Empire State of Mind. loool. :D it was fun. yet that same bitchass spotlight nigguh had to sing the loudest, and fucking sing higher pitches than the rest of the girls. k, youre a star, i get it. just let us have a turn, k? k. anyway, boys be dougie-in' and rapping and stuff. LOL.

me and the three funniest boys. lmfao. best friend next to mee. c;

aha, this is the parent conference. lolol. dance club had to dance to Move Your Body by Beyonce. :D it was good. aha. btw, see those tiedye shirts theyre wearing? yeah, EVERYONE made their own tiedye shirt, and we had to wear it on our Pep Rally. ;D

aha, last day of art clubbbbb! <3 thats me on the left, with the white jacket and scarf. lmfao. creds to Mr. Villaver! hes our school photographer. :D mrs. sommers too, but she didnt take these pictures. lmfao. 

ill miss these guys. wish you luck in high school!<3

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ah, art club. shall join again this year.<3

sixth grade. good memories. but, full of shit.

this was taken in our field trip to a museum in new york. theres my friend, kyra from davao.<3 aha. my group. 6-2 doe. WSUP MAH HOMIES. no? k, fine.

- joelle.

ps. this post took me like 3 days. damn.

i would like for you to meet..

 guise, i would like to introduce to you..

  

my best friend, justin. c:

yes, yes, yes. he looks young here. so do i. lol, fucking 10 year olds. we both look like shit. but, whadeva. it was only like.. months ago, i think? but, we've changed. definitely. our looks, our personality, our attitudes.. its all changed into something better. we go to the same class, even if we're on the other side of the classroom, we find a way to not lose any contact.

so, his name is justin. as i have said already. he's young, single ;D, sweet, funny, caring, loving, friendly.. but, beware. he swears a lot. more than i do. lolol. jkay~ i love you, big guy. c: even though you're younger than me, by like.. three months, i think? yeah, maybe. anyway, its almost 6 years of friendship, man! damn, yo. let's try to get beyond 10 years, okie? so, youre a great little brother to me. and i can't wait for us to have more hangouts, more memories, and more deepass convos about our personal lives. you've helped me through my bests and my worsts. and im glad you didn't leave my bitchyass. LOL. yeah, i swear too. but, not as much as justin. LOL. that boy can hella scream. anyway, you've broken some rules, but i know you didn't mean it. the other person started it, and you couldn't just control yourself. its okay, bbybrother. you're still strong til' this day, and i still love you with every little bit of my broken-yet-soon-to-be-fixed heart. I LOVE YOU, YOU LITTLE PEEPSQUEAK.♥

taken last night!♥

we did an allnighter together, like we usually do. aha, i really like this picture a lot. c: i say this is the best one so far, out of all the pictures we took together. which is only, like.. 10, i bet. he's usually camera shy, so YES. i finally got to take another picture with him. C: that's because he felt confident about his appearance at the time. lmfao. he should do that more often. c: i don't care if he doesn't look good. he's my best friend, my brother, my facetime budday. i shouldn't care nor judge about his looks. he looks very handsome everyday, which im very certain about. he's been picked on by some bully, but, what kills you makes your stronger, right? he's helped me with my troubles, and i've helped him. i'm always there when he needed it. whenever he breaks down, or gets angry, or needed to vent, i was always there. i'm the first person he goes to. and i watch over him too, making sure he's okay, and that he's safe. whenever his parents arent around, he's my responsibility, as a big sister to him, that's he okay.

he did ask me out, once, but i prefer we stay as best friends than boyfriend and girlfriend. c: i'd rather lose him to our friendship, than to our breakup. speaking of, we did have some fights once. but, that was only once in 5 years. we ignored each other for a bit, but, we found a way to end the long pause and patched up. our friendship grew even stronger since then. im glad i have a best friend that i know who will be there for me whenever i need it the most, and that he won't backstab me and do some other shit behind my back. he's the greatest. hah, i prefer not for you to consider him your best friend, cos' honey, i knew him longer than you. lawl. k, love you! <3

ANNNNNNND~

Another great best friend of mine. c:

his name is phillip. but, i prefer to call him kuya. he's a grade older than me, yet he's only a few months older than me. .-. ugh, thats what i hate being late born. i have to consider people my kuya's or ateh's but actually, they're only like 2 or 3 months older than me. anyway. he's caring, sweet, huggable. lmfao. he's very friendly, funny, and he could make the weirdest, most disturbing, yet hilarious, derp faces ever. he's a great kuya to me. he walks me home, and doesn't let me out of his sight, because he believes its his responsibility if ever i get hurt. what a good brother, huh? well, he's mine, too. mwuahaha. C:< lol, jk. people may have picked on him about his appearance and his ways, but I think he's a very handsome guy, too. c: and his ways, LOOOOOL. they're freakin' hilarious. he's not that shy. but, when he comes to girls, yeah. c: but, he's easy to get along. anywho, he considers himself forever alone. but, i dont think so. his personality & looks doe. no girl can miss him. im pretty positive that he'll find a girl someday, because he's goodlooking. aha. not ugly, hell nah. don't say that. i'll punch yo' face. but, he's a great guy. c: he may look depressed in the picture, so depressed that someone offered him a tissue. lmfao. but, all i see is a cute guy with a sleeve as his tissue. LMFAO. just kidding. c: but, really, he is a good kuya. aha. I LOVE YOU, KUYA PHIL.♥ enjoy your day and be happy! (:

We don't usually take pictures together, because.. i don't know. I don't usually use my camera whenever we hang out. ;~; ugh, we should take more silly pictures together, okie? <3

anyway, phillip is at the bottom. hugging my closest friend, whom i consider a younger brother to me. i'm on top, sitting on both of them. ugh, don't mind my longass legs. i'm tall for my grade. ugh, i want to be short. ;~; but, its k. boys are taller than me. c; lololol. ohlookie, my old bed. before phillip broke it. -_- lol, its okay, bigguy. c:

so, yeah. meet my weirdos♥, whom i strongly adore.♥i love you both!♥ except the other boy im sitting on. yeah, i hate him. LOLOL, jaykay~ I LOVE YOU TOO, BBYBRO. DONT WORRY. THERES ENOUGH LOVE TO GO AROUND.♥

ahah, so, meet my best friends whose been there for me through all that shit<3. no hate on them, yo~

joelle kate.

Players.

ugh, players.


just by the sound of it, I'm already grossed out. lol, not literally. but, y'know. they're jerks. most of them. You have to get to know them better to know their tricks and not to fall for them. Though I highly recommend not for you to like them, if you know the fact that he likes a lot of girls, because your precious, most sacred heart will be torn apart if you ended up liking him so much. I also recommend of listening to his closest friends. They might actually tell you stuff about him that you never knew about. That will help you getting to know him better, finding the other side of him that you hardly thought it never exists.

But, if you already know that he's a player, just by the way he looks and what's he's seeing, try to control yourself to not like him. Because I failed at that. lmfao. I thought the guy I liked would change his player ways just for me to like him, realizing he didn't. His cheating habits got worse. sigh. Let's not talk about it.

Anyway, sometimes you can't notice him being a player. But, mostly you could just take a look at him, and bam. he's a player. lol. Girls can do that. They do research on boys, trying to find turnoffs and.. turnons. LOL. anyway, dating a player is kinda difficult. Players can lie too, yknow. You have to ask his friends if he's liking another girl.. or sending hearts to a girl. lol, idk. but, i'm saying is, it's hard to date a player. well, obvi, you shouldn't date one in the first place. That was my mistake. I didn't know my ex was a player til' someone told me, and I didn't believe it. Tho, later on, I found out he flirted and other shit. lmfao. DON'T DO THE SAME MISTAKE AS I DID. listen to your friends. think it through.

- joelle.

let's go back in time~

aha, I'd like to show you a memory from long ago. maybe like in march.


so, you know how people do Call Me Maybe videos since Carlos Pena made one with his friends? Well, me and my friends decided to make one.

gosh, the editing took me two days. apparently, I had to edit, cos' they all said i'm the only one who knows how. ugh, it was complicated. I made LOTS of mistakes in the video. but, don't mind it. lol, don't just. we were being weird, and silly. it was only just for fun(:

ugh, ew. i look so stiff & a mess. dont judge. i don't know the fuck i'm doing.

so, yea, Enjoy!(:

Happy, Proud, Joyful.

Honestly, I'm very proud of myself for the big changes of this blog. Two years have passed, and is still going strong. aha, basically, I'm just talking to myself, but it's okay. (:

LOOOOOL, I could just reread this post, and make it look like I'm talking to myself, aha. I should do that(:


Joelle,
I'm very proud of you with all your accomplishments at school, at home, and on this blog. You've made some big changes, and I really like it. It's better than your last changes. haha, no offense. Anyway, you've encountered friendship along the way. & You try not to keep all the bad things in mind. That's very good. I'm proud of you. You've learned new experiences and how to avoid things that aren't that necessary in your life. You've changed your ways, too. You've improved yourself. Keep up with the good work, joelle. Make me proud. :'] aha.

love always,
joelle.

Feelings.

          Apparently, two guys are showing their affection for me at the moment. They send me hearts in texts, smiley faces, calls me "beautiful or "cute".. sometimes even "babe". I care for them, because that's what friends are for. Hopefully, they won't take it the wrong way, if you know what I mean. I just don't think I'll have a minor crush on them. There are still some feelings I have for my ex. Basically, we "broke up" maybe like a week ago, and most of my feelings for him are gone, but, I still think a little part of it are still there, somewhere.

Anywho, back to the two boys. They're both funny and sweet.. to me. But, I try my best not to.. make it look like I like them, yknow? I don't want to flirt with them either. I send hearts here and there, but not to them. I use them while talking about food, or plushies. LOL. so, the hearts I send aren't really meant for flirting, it's just about the topic. ;~; haha, you know what I mean. do you?

So, I hope you don't think that's flirting, because that's what I'm trying to avoid, actually. But, one of the guys.. he's sweet and very.. flirty. But, I can't say that I have a crush on him, which I'm hoping I don't, because there are some things I don't like about him. One, I don't find him cute. & he's weird, especially. lmfao. Both boys are weird, actually(x haha. sigh. If only my ex could change his dating ways. He is a very handsome guy. He is, really. A lot of girls fell for him. haha, not literally fell, but had a big crush on him. I did, aha. But, that was after I realized he liked me first. At the start, I didn't really like him. & I tried to keep my distance from him, because I heard he could just get any girl he likes. sigh, just like the guy I liked before him. He was one heck of a player. Anyway, back to my ex, I thought he changed his ways just for me to like him back. Realizing, he did. But, into someone worse. He flirted with another girl, which I didn't know about. & Now, is liking another one. In fact, I find it very unfair because he told me he doesn't cheat, and to trust him into not cheating. Sigh, so, he did, in fact, cheat. Apparently, I lost trust in him. & It will take forever to gain it back. He has to change his dating ways, and prove to me that he wants my trust, and that he isn't a player no more, which I doubt that he'll come running after me, begging for forgiveness and for my trust. That boy doesn't look like that kind of person to do so. lmfao. But. If I were to talk to him, or have the chance to, my final words shall say;

Dear ex,
Thank you for the memories. I really enjoyed them. Apparently, they had to end so soon. & I hope you find a girl who is strong enough to handle your shit. Because, I easily gave up on you. I hope she could handle you flirting with other girls, or liking other girls, because I can't take that. Not again. It happened to me once, & now twice.. I don't want to be in this exact same position anymore. Go be honest with yourself, you are a player. I dated two players, ugh, great. But, when you find "the one", don't be a player. Like only one girl, and choose wisely. Be hard to get, instead of easy to get. Soon enough, everyone will know you like multiple girls and everyone will get tired of liking you. Trust me, that's currently what's happening with the guy I liked before you. He's a total douche now. No longer sweet, just mean. I hope you won't be that kind of person to your family, friends, especially the one you like a lot. You're a good friend to your best friends, but definitely bad at being faithful in a relationship with your girlfriend. But; Don't be a man that needs a woman, Be a man that a woman needs. Hope you stay happy, wishing you the best. xx

~ joelle.

The Past.

     To be honest, I'm quite embarrassed on how I post in the past. Ugh, I hate it, actually. It was all about followers, updating on games as if its a fast way of getting famous, and fame. But, that doesn't matter to me anymore. I just want to express my feelings, let them out. & not to keep them to myself anymore.

In the past, it was mostly about like tweeting; short posts, no titles. & I always ended with "DD Author". which stood for "Daily Diary", because that was the old name of my blog. ;~; pretty embarrassing, right? sigh, don't worry. I'm not doing that stupid mistake again.

Right now, I'm just focusing on my daily life, and keep you up to date on what's going on. I'll tell you how I feel, what I think, and many more. This isn't about getting famous, or being so formal and fancy , pretending that I AM famous. No. It shouldn't be like that. & It won't be any longer. I'll just post what I post, no hate please. This is a personal blog. I'm not here to listen to your negative opinions, aight? kay. have a great day!

~ Joelle.

My Day #10.

Okie, so what happened today?

I went to church at 11:30am. It ended at 12:30pm. Afterwards, we went to Newport Mall with the whole family. We had to buy flats for me and my sister. My flats are for my school uniform. eck. and Ate bought two flats for.. work or casual fitting. We ate in the food court, we had Sarku. yum. C: and then, we went home. lmfao. short day, huh? & I took a looooooooooooong nap. LOL, i was so tired. but, anywho.



OOTD. c;

Plaid shirt & white vtank tucked in, with jeans and a simple brown belt. (:
Half ponytail up, secured by a small brown clip.* & flower earrings to brighten up the ears.**

OH. whenever you see any "*" at the end of a sentence, scroll all the way down for its meaning. but, I bet you already know what to do. (;

But, back to the subject. The outfit was not planned. I just put it all together. I hope it came out good, tho. aha. but, anyway. yeah, thats my ootd. c:

~ joelle kate.



* I used a brown clip to match my hair, since I dyed it brown.
** I don't like it when I put my hair up, and my bare ears just pop up. Aha, it looks very weird. So, why not brighten it up with a cute pair of earrings? It touches up the outfit. Honestly, I don't often wear hoop earrings when my hair is down, I mostly wear it when I wear a ponytail whenever I go outside. aha, that's my opinion tho.

"Let Yourself Out"

Apparently, I did so many changes to the blog, that you could hardly ever notice.

For one, I changed the background, the title, the description, the layout, the font.. everything. And of course, I changed the site name.

Aha, I'm quite embarrassed of my last site, that's why I changed everything. Don't worry tho! All the posts are still here.*

My site used to be; http://diaryreality.blogspot.com
Now it is; http://letyourselfout.blogspot.com

I like the second one. But, my other suggestion was; http://xjoellekate.blogspot.com
Yeah, I don't know which one is better. LOL. but, for now, I'm choosing "let yourself out".

Okay, I hope the site name makes sense.

"Let Yourself Out"
Meaning, you should express yourself.

You should express your feelings, your thoughts, your actions. Apparently, that is what I'll do from now on in this blog. Expressing my feelings, sharing my thoughts, telling you my actions. & other things that's been going on in my life. That's why this blog is made for. Actually, this should be a private thing, but, whadeva. You might be going through the same problem as I am. Anywho, just let yourself out, like I am. No need to be shy, and express your feelings to the world. It might actually soothe you. :)

~ joey.



* Just so you know, I only have one blog. I just made a lot of changes, that's all.

Honesty.

Honesty is absolutely necessary in any kind of relationship, whether its best friends, or boyfriend/girlfriend.

ugh, ABSOLUTELY necessary. I mean, if you think the truth will hurt them, well. it depends on the situation where you could lie or not. But, don't lie often. Don't be like the boy in the story, "Boy Who Cries Werewolf". If you say so many lies, people might believe them. But, then realize all you say are lies. They'll lost trust in you. Then, you want to say the truth, but then people will not believe you still. For they have lost trust in you. Lesson is; Lie here and there. But, not often.

I've been lied to. A lot, actually. and I finally found the truth about it at the end, from someone else. But, anywho, I may have been in your position. But, I don't know what position you are in.

But, I just have to say, don't lie often. Or you'll lose everyone's trust. Be honest with others, and to yourself. By that, I mean, don't be insecure. & Don't be someone who you're not. Just.. be honest with yourself.

~ joelle.

let me tell you something about myself.

so, hi.
     I never properly introduced myself. i shall begin~

hello. my name's joelle. i'm very young. i'm still learning things. but, I am speaking for myself.

~ so, i'm a volleyball player. I made the A Team last year. The volleyball team is splitted into two teams; A Team and B Team. A Team is kinda.. more advanced than B Team. so, i dont want to say i'm better than them. lol. but, yeah, im in the A Team. It's weird, because it was my first year of trying volleyball, and i already made the A Team. I'm pretty impressed at myself.

~ i am also a pianist. i've played the piano since i was 5 years old. i quit in 5th grade. It got boring, and i just got tired of the teacher. aha, i can still play, i just have to reread the notes.

~ i am an amateur singer & photographer. I didn't take lessons for any of these. but, i am learning! i'm doing a pretty good job as an amateur. c; hopefully, i don't suck. lmfao.

~ i am a fast typer. lol. like 50-80 words per minute.

~ i am a good friend. :] i make sure they don't feel left out, they're alright, they're happy, they're having fun, and not get bored. i care, i love, i hate, i laugh, i cry, i smile, i frown.. but, that's just me. i get hated sometimes, but nothing's wrong with me. see, that's the point i don't understand. Why. Why am i being hated on. ohwell, that doesn't matter to me anymore. I'll just mind my own business.

~ i am one heck of a camerawhore. lmfao.

aha, well. that's about it. if you want to know more, hit me up, nigguh~